Wednesday, August 25, 2010

The strings on the mahogany violin, bowed by the man who has been wearing the tuxedo for concerts since his child-self's infatuation with the power of music.
Then the most ivory pure timbres to hush the most contentiously mind-blanking uproar set in. Bathed in the colors of oceans bearing traces of sand from the shores of the parent civilizations, a true voice emanating from a single most unassuming emissary from the vineyards of pathos. A figure the likes of the dancing maiden with flower tiara upon twirling curls, she yet stands still before - no, at the very graces of! - the audience that has found her, to listen to the soft words she has contemplated for a time beyond her own age. Yes, she stands like a child not alone, yet close as the earth to heaven as alone... alone but for the soul-searing strain that she gives to you at once from her eyes and kind lips and her singular radiance! She must be alone, but, BUT! - save the divine glide of fingers from an angelic body that she is outstretching to you. Save for the most affecting speech a soul as I could know, she stands apart. But, for all the wonder her music speaks, we are together. Afternoon glow to the soul, in the darkest reach of night.

Monday, August 9, 2010

All Before Mid-Day

What vibrance, to wake up at 8:30, or even earlier. That specific time this morning I awoke from a dream where I had been chased out of a flooded salt water bay by creatures from the deep only to realize that I was in a children's movie. That gave me a bit of gusto for the morning.
I am tired of inaction, tired of dreaming away each day as the same droll fantasy. So I awoke from the locked excitement of dream, and burned it to fuel an awakening passion for living.
Blueberries and milk for breakfast, in part for no cereal. Cereal breakfasts - Honey Bunches of Oats - make me feel I have successfully completed the porridge-portion of sluggish pre-mid-morning, and can track my way fully around the day. Blueberries & milk; no fiber, no wheat, no crunch awake. Stiff-jawed to think of this now, I decide like I did without thought earlier that this isn't a setback. Enjoy the little sweet and sour puckers!
In action, the difference between less or more wholesome breakfasts is easily forgotten. Action is such a multi-dimensional art - I still must remember to eat well, remember obligations to my human potting, to cultivate the flower. First one must find that will to live. Ultimately I must accomplish both living and living well. There are head-play plans, dress rehearsals, and they are integral to enacting my brilliant play-days.
Multi-tasking: what drummer wouldn't learn the kick, snare and cymbal? The day is a polyrhythmic jazz, the morning the first melodious hook. I must throw my shoulders forward, must nod my head, must walk on my stage while staring at the audience and the concert sky to know my center-stage. I must keep the animals in my head as they mix, even when I myself remain physically still. Not static, but concentrated on all levels.